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Sat Aug 23, 2003, 9:04 AM
Made of Glass - TRAPT. i love this song. it means everything to me. I cry when i hear it. It reminds me of so many things in my life.


I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see
That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw

Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am and you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions that cannot be answered today
And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to feel
Like there are no boundaries at all

And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past
Will you be there waiting for me
I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won't last
So I'll be here waiting for you

Will we ever feel this good again - Not today

Will we ever feel this real
again - Not today

Will you ever be mine again - Not today

Will we ever feel this real again - Not today

yeah...well im going to clean now...ttyl...:blowkiss:

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: maryland
  • Interests: writing reading sleeping fucking myself
  • Favourite movie: girl interrupted slc punk strangeland
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI evanescence trapt staind
  • Favourite poet or writer: alyssa and jessie
  • Personal Quote: fuck yourself
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, photoshop, pen, paper

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Comments


:icontwisted-monkey:
of course I am assuming that "until it was gone" is about John. And if it's not I'm a atotal jackass and I will admit it. But I highly doubt that it's about someone else. So until then I mean every word.
:icontwisted-monkey:
aww "until it was gone" is touching to bad you fucked it up. I thought you coulda been cool. but you're like the rest minupulative and ignorant.Now you're pissin and moaning about losing someone who felt for you. I have no sympathy and wish you wouldn't try to make John feel guilty for not taking you back you fucked with his feelings and it's what you deserve. If he takes you back it won't be the same and he's stupid. And you need to think about your actions before you toy with yours and other peoples emotions!
:iconmorbideuphoria:
HAHAHA I DID THAT TWICE?!? wtf...:looks around:
:iconmorbideuphoria:
hey its me alex.
OK ANGELINA you nasty fucking bitch. you are fucking horribe in more than 432049 ways! who the FUCK goes out with thier friends ex's!??!?!?!?!?! heh?! NOT A GOOD FRIEND!! newsflash!!!! I FUCKING CARE! and you know what i dint say i looked better than yew. i know i dont. it was 14 other fucking people who told me AND TIM that so fuck off. and you say i look bad and shit...thats why people call ur sorry ass ohgr and SHREK! wtf anywaiz ur a fucking poser too. who labels what they r and says they r "punk" and "goth" and then dresses like a fucking wigger piece of shit wanna be thug. believe me HUNNY im not jealous of the way you fucking look. ew. and ur fucking friends im me and you dont tell them the whole story so then i tell them and THEY BACK THE FUCK OFF cuz ur in the wrong bitch! and YOU HAVE NO FUCKING TALENT SO GET OFFFFFFF DEVIANTART BITCH!!!!!! poser. poser. poser. people like you make me fucking SICK! go FUCK TIM so he can leave you in 6 months and YES BITCH I KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IVE KNOWN HIM LONGER THAN UR SORRY ASS AND ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT TALK TO HIM CUZ OF WHAT THAT FUCKFACE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:iconicpfreak4u69:
I CANT FUCKING BELIVE YOU!!!! you show up @ tims job to bitch at him! what the hell! JUST DROP IT! ok and then you tell him you look better then me! LOL thats so fucking dumb! how do u look better? You wear tight clothes and act like your fucking skinny! Its stupid! I know i am not skinny but i dont wear tight clothes and let it all hang out!!!! I love Tim and i dont care what u say anymore! You made it seem like he was a whore and wanted me for sex! That why we havent really done anything yet! We've made out and thats all! and he hasent left me yet! Hes there for me he doesnt force me into anything and i dont care about you not wanting me to be with him! Im not leaving him and i hope he dont leave me! We get along better then most people and we can talk about stuff and i like that~ So drop it and leave our realtionship alone!
:iconscreamingawhisper:
i think that yew should stop fucking with alex becuse she does look better then yew because yew look like shrek and she dosent wear fucking tight clothes...i think that yew are bringing her down because yew have nothing bettew dew besides fucking suc tims dick and then cover it up lie your not a whore....well let mehelp yew with that....YEW ARE A POSER IN A WHORES BODY!!!!!...bitch
:iconmorbideuphoria:
OK ANGELINA you nasty fucking bitch. you are fucking horribe in more than 432049 ways! who the FUCK goes out with thier friends ex's!??!?!?!?!?! heh?! NOT A GOOD FRIEND!! newsflash!!!! I FUCKING CARE! and you know what i dint say i looked better than yew. i know i dont. it was 14 other fucking people who told me AND TIM that so fuck off. and you say i look bad and shit...thats why people call ur sorry ass ohgr and SHREK! wtf anywaiz ur a fucking poser too. who labels what they r and says they r "punk" and "goth" and then dresses like a fucking wigger piece of shit wanna be thug. believe me HUNNY im not jealous of the way you fucking look. ew. and ur fucking friends im me and you dont tell them the whole story so then i tell them and THEY BACK THE FUCK OFF cuz ur in the wrong bitch! and YOU HAVE NO FUCKING TALENT SO GET OFFFFFFF DEVIANTART BITCH!!!!!! poser. poser. poser. people like you make me fucking SICK! go FUCK TIM so he can leave you in 6 months and YES BITCH I KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IVE KNOWN HIM LONGER THAN UR SORRY ASS AND ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT TALK TO HIM CUZ OF WHAT THAT FUCKFACE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:iconthedrnkmonkey:
ok yes...ignorant things were said on both yours and johns part...but i just couldnt sit around and let john get stabbed in the heart i had to get my two cents in esp when i read the comment on his one deviation...it was just the last straw for me...

sad thing is i was reading waht someone else said about there being to much drama and they were so glad to be movin on to college and out of the high school drama...drama exists throughout...you never escape it!

i wish drama was gone in college but its not...
:iconthedrnkmonkey:
Hey...
Im just here to say that you might want to try and grow up a bit u know? ever think about tryin that out...it helps man you make and keep a lot more friends when youre not an immature lil thing...
oh oh and yes what u did to john was fucked up but ive done some pretty fucked up shit in my life too so i let it slide u know? shit happens...but seriously is it necessary to go to johns page and leave idiotic comments such as "IT SUCKS! fuck you fuck you fuck you" no not really...pick up and move on alex...its over and you messed up bad this time...

have a nice day full of lemon drops and gum drops!!

~shell
:iconoldpromises:
and how exactly is ashley going to ruin me??? whatever goes on between me and ash is none of jessie's business. i don't understand why you need to go on about ashley to jessie because she really doesn't need to know about her personal life. and either way its MY choice to be with ashley if i want to be so its no ones concern but OURS!!

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